About turning 23
It's a beautiful morning. Third day in the new building. Am enjoying it so far. I enjoy the view from this floor. I'm still adjusting, getting to know people, banyak departments occupying building nieh.
It's kinda basi to talk about the trips I made last month, now doesn't it? As much as I want to. It was an enjoyable one though. Like always. And I came back feeling more 'homesick' than ever. I don't know why too that I left with a heavier heart this time around. Perhaps it's the fact that I have limited number of holidays a year now thus less frequent trips. It is only wise to know that I have a career to strive for now and I should stay put where I am. I try not to think of the future too much.
I welcomed my 23rd birthday on the 4th with well wishes from people who are dear to me. Friends of childhood days and from my uni years. And a few ex-students.
I for one am BAD with dates. It really touches my heart to know many remembered, friends in and abroad. I do feel bad whenever I forget theirs. =P
I celebrated with some friends who are around last weekend. Dah tua gini pun celebrate lagi. heh. What ever would I do without friends who keep me sane...
As the years passes by, changes takes place. My birthday a year ago was in a different surrounding. It was a week before receiving my scroll. This year's saw some missing and new pieces.
I can't help thinking of the many possibilities. I was once told never to regret any decisions made. I try not to think about it but as only human, there are moments when you'll decided to take a rest from the buck and sit back and let the thoughts flow.
The night before I turned 23, we had a long talk. I still can't make up my mind. The day will come when I have to make the call. Sometimes, I wished it'd be sooner, yet at times I wished it'll never arrive.
23, a figure that once seem so far away. After this, the numbers will just keep rolling and we have much to catch up with. I will try to live a day at a time and I want to be there for my loved ones just as how they've been there for me. May I continue to treasure the friendship of the people around me, to be forgiving and embracing life as it is, that it is not this world I'm living for.
It's kinda basi to talk about the trips I made last month, now doesn't it? As much as I want to. It was an enjoyable one though. Like always. And I came back feeling more 'homesick' than ever. I don't know why too that I left with a heavier heart this time around. Perhaps it's the fact that I have limited number of holidays a year now thus less frequent trips. It is only wise to know that I have a career to strive for now and I should stay put where I am. I try not to think of the future too much.
I welcomed my 23rd birthday on the 4th with well wishes from people who are dear to me. Friends of childhood days and from my uni years. And a few ex-students.
I for one am BAD with dates. It really touches my heart to know many remembered, friends in and abroad. I do feel bad whenever I forget theirs. =P
I celebrated with some friends who are around last weekend. Dah tua gini pun celebrate lagi. heh. What ever would I do without friends who keep me sane...
As the years passes by, changes takes place. My birthday a year ago was in a different surrounding. It was a week before receiving my scroll. This year's saw some missing and new pieces.
I can't help thinking of the many possibilities. I was once told never to regret any decisions made. I try not to think about it but as only human, there are moments when you'll decided to take a rest from the buck and sit back and let the thoughts flow.
The night before I turned 23, we had a long talk. I still can't make up my mind. The day will come when I have to make the call. Sometimes, I wished it'd be sooner, yet at times I wished it'll never arrive.
23, a figure that once seem so far away. After this, the numbers will just keep rolling and we have much to catch up with. I will try to live a day at a time and I want to be there for my loved ones just as how they've been there for me. May I continue to treasure the friendship of the people around me, to be forgiving and embracing life as it is, that it is not this world I'm living for.
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