Life's Chapters

Friday, January 27, 2006

Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih...

Tidak semudah melafazkannya. Lebih sukar untuk diamalkan.

Kerana menurut perasaan amarah. Kerana mengikut kata hati. Nilai sebuah persahabatan menjadi taruhan.

Benarlah kata orang, nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Sedangkan lidah lagikan tergigit. Cubit paha kanan, masakan yang kiri tidak merasa. How can I just stand and watch?

Out of anger, sometimes we say things we didn't really mean. As the saying goes terlajak perahu boleh diundurkan, terlajak kata buruk padahnya.

Instead of paying attention to your one flaw, and trying 'so hard' to point things out to you, I should have considered of all the beautiful things you've done for me and retained the patience. I owe you a lot dear friend. For the advices, for being there at my lowliest hour, for all the laughters and tears we shared. Dear N, you have no idea how much I miss you.

Though I meant well maybe the way I laid my disagreement was harsh. Three years of friendship is what I'm trying to save. It's been almost a year since we really sit down and talked. I must make sure we meet up and clear the fallacy.

If only she knows how much I care... and, for the reasons behind...